My life, my world

Nailsssss *

2010-07-04T19:50:00.001+02:00

In my previous post I told y'all I was about to do my nails but then I thought, lets give them a taste of what I've already done with my nails in the past .. So here's a short pick ^^

& not to forgett, I absolutely LOVE colors !

I like to try out different things so I'll try to post up the result of my next design...

Sunday 4th of July '10

2010-07-04T19:39:00.000+02:00

Well hello again !
If that wasnt fast, it was only a day ago when I wrote my last post..
Sooo whats been happening today ?
Well, nothing much ! I've been inside the whooole day ! Its waay too hot outside again.. Ohh, I'm at my daddys' place btw & its too damn borin outhere.. Its like he lives in the bush or something, nothing much around here ! Like forreal, when I go to the front, trees, bushes, cows, ... when I go the back, its the same damn thing !
But anyways, I'm about to get myself a nice cold shower in a minute, later on i'll be doing my nails & then after that, I dont know, maybe again some chillass movie night or something, atleast nothin that'll cost me too much energy cuz I dont wanna be sweatin all over again ! I'll be posting up a picture maybe what the result will be how I got my nails done .. So sweeties, blog to you later !

Saterday July 3rd '10 *

2010-07-04T19:31:00.002+02:00

Well hello my little sunshines ! I know I've been gone for a while but I guess I was busy with alot of things. School, love life, situation at home all sorts of things.. But I'll try to be back on track now.
Sooo how bout my life..
Nothing much actually .. Basically I got rid of some ppl in my life. I consider myself single since 3 months, cuz it didnt work out after all. Now he's chasin my ass around but thats okay, I dont give him the time of the day to control my mind again !
Then school .. I didnt pass my last year. After all I still had 4 fails so, I guess the rest of my results werent enough to pull me through. So that means I'll have to do it aaalll over again.
& for the rest..
My best friend & me arent that close anymore.. Guess we both have another view on life .
& daaaaamn it too damn hot outside today ! Even though the sun isnt shinin, its too damn hot !
Well thats it for today, I'll try to be here more often , so sorry if I'm not ^^

Music ♥

2010-07-03T17:57:00.000+02:00

So maybe by watchin my banner u already knew I was in love with music. Its my dream to become a singer/songwriter so I put alot of effort in it. I write alot but lately since I was so busy with school I didnt had alot time for it.. But here are some of my shorttexts I write every now & then ...

I miss you.
Even though we see each other on the daily,
we talk on the daily, I miss you.
You are not the person who you once were to me ..
You dont do the things you used to do,
you're not even the person anymore who I thought was you.
I miss your cute lil smile & I miss your way of actin around me.
Its crazy how something so little & insecure could become this strong,
thats why I dont get it how it could end up this wrong.
Yess I've made mistakes that I cant make up excuses for
& I did some things that I just cant ignore
but baby, I swear you're the last thing on my mind
& you make me wanna forget about all that happened before.*

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We going on and on through history
Everday wonderin what could've been
Wonderin why we each decided to go our own way
Why we didnt even talk to eachother anymore
Why you just couldnt stay
I vowed i would never let myself get hurt
I vowed that i would back up when situations
Get a wrong turn
But after all I've been through now, thats the
Least of my concern.
Day by day, your name pops up
In my head, on the road, in a magazine
& All i could think about is what could've been

In my dreams, i see you
Every song reminds me of you
I know we had our history
& some thing arent just meant to be
But I know one thing thats true you see
Thats you & me. ♥

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I need you to be my brightest light, when my days seems so dark.
I need you to be shinin star on a cold lonely night.
I do not only need you to be the man in my life, I need you to consider me as your best friend as I consider u as mine.
I need you to look beside you & see who's walkin next to you.
I need you to see that I see you as an equal, my other half, my right hand.
I need you to see what I see.
I need you to be my up when I'm down.
I need you to be the one standin behind me, so I'll never feel like I'm standin with my back against the wall.
I need you to see me as I see you.
& Yess, I NEED - cuz anything I want is not even close to what I need.